cherry's diary entry !
entry number : ꒰ 3 .ᐟ.ᐟ ꒱
date : ꒰ 3/29/25 ꒱ ⊹₊⟡
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heyyya!! :3 it's my birthday! (and it's 2am rn!!)
i got into a new fandom -- and now it's my latest hyperfixation ^_^
and that fandom is... the eltingville club !!! (pete and bill r so ugly but they're SOOOO hot)
i'm actually obsessed rn >:3 !!
i also drew my eltingville oc!!! she's so cute i love how it came out >_<
i suddenly felt super shitty today, maybe because i haven't been
eating real meals, but since my fave aunt is coming over tmr... or today?
technically today ... uhh nevermind that, since she's coming i'll get to go out and eat!
i also spent alot of my time today (or yesterday? yeah yesterday...)
picking out my fit... and guess what? i'm in a midlife crisis! (ᗒᗣᗕ)՞
on my bday list, i asked for more SCENE clothing, and like baggy jeans and studded belts...
and now i regret that!!!! i want mini skirts, cute layered tops, fruit hair clips...
i'm so upset!!!! (っ- ‸ - ς)
uuuuugh! i REALLYYY hope some people just got me money...
so i can spend that on MORE clothing i want... agh!1!11
(i'm being extra lol i'll be fine)
anyways! i think another reason why i felt shitty was because i got super frustrated
today, and i was just real overstimulated , and sometimes i can't express my emotions well
so i just get angry.. (like i be throwing things or hitting walls or objects)
don't worry - i don't have episodes or anything, i do these things in private
but today.. i broke my controllers!!!! i was so frustrated at the world and at my dad, and at myself
tbh, that i just threw it. i hate not being able to deal with my feelings (mainly anger and sadness)
like, i'm sorry that taking deep breaths doesn't work for when i'm upset
or overwhelmed >:C !!!11!1
well i'm feeling better, plus i finished up the newest cory vid, (fears to fathom)
and it was SOO good!!! i was also fixing up my sketchbook and i added a few things! 🐞
yk, cory and jay should collab!! that would be so tuff tbh ^^
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well i'm hungry and it's late so ima head out
(im not imma stay up watching yt)
bye! <3
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- cherries.mp3
(also 🐞🍀 is for my diary entrys !)