!TW!
ik people probs dont care but i just wanna put it out there so maybe somebody hears me. I used to have a big friend group but we split in 2022. i ended up staying with my 3 friends (E, R, and S) but i also made another friend A, we became really good friends and S did a LOT of shit. but me and A started dating. i really loved him. but because i loved him so much i was blind to how bad he treated me. he peer pressured me into drugs (im not addicted) and nudes. he tried to get me to have sex with him but thats where i drew the line. theres also lots more like my dad abusing me, or us being kicked out by out landlord. tbh ive been depressed the moment i was born but it's peaked and i ended up SHing. i don't to it much but it's enough to be noticeable. i want to stop but i cant. and my friends nor family care enough do notice. idk... im a wreak but im too scared to get help. thank you for reading. </3