i wish you would realize that i dont lie to you.
i love you more than i could ever love aunna, and im sorry if i talk about her too much.
you are my favorite person, and always have been.
please, tell me how to prove this to you.
i love you so much.
i can give you more attention if you ask for it.
i’ll even take a break from being online for however long you need me to.
expecting love and praise is a good thing.
i want you to value yourself.
you’re amazing,
and a better person than me.
i haven’t lied to you at all since we started dating, aren’t you proud of me?
i know you still don’t believe me.
i love you.
a lot more than i should at the age we are.
i think we need to talk in person.
jupiter
No you dont.
All you do is lie.
lie
lie
lie.
you care way more about Charlee and Aubrey than me
you said it yourself.
My heart tells me to trust you but my head tells me to think logically.
Today you wouldn't even look at me
but you were yapping and yapping with Aubrey, Charlee and Evan.
When I was having a breakdown guess who fucking comforted me?
Nobody.
If you want me to give you my trust at least try to earn it.
I don't mean this personally but
I'm not giving my trust away just so I can be taken advantage of
again.
"please, tell me how to prove this to you."
Well you can start by at least looking me in the goddam eye
every now and then.
Or not running off with Aubrey as soon as things get bad.
I'm sorry if I'm being too harsh,
I don't want to hurt you.
I just want you to know how i feel...
Ash -ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈ ��𝒶��²⁷ 2☀️25
first of all, the only reason i ran off with aubrey is because you
scared me. pretty bad, actually.
i do know how you feel. i feel like this all the time too.
maybe not exactly the same, but i do. i feel like everybody wants to hurt me too.
i know im being used by charli, but ive never had a friend like that before.
i never said i cared more about charli than you, and if it came to that
decision, i would choose you.
do you ever think about how hard it is for me to show that i love you?
probably not.
i really do love you.
but fine, if you dont wanna trust me, then break up with me.
the one thing missing from this relationship is trust. i trust you, but you dont trust me. thats not good.
maybe youre right for not trusting me. i cant even tell if im lying anymore. its a problem.
but i swear, i love you, and i always will. even if you decide to break up with me.
maybe i got it from my dad.
i love you.