Ash if u see this i wanna say i'm sorry but i needa say some stuff
tbh i hope u dont see this dkhjkdashk
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I hate how you and Scarlett leave me behind all the time. "You wanna run?" I was not about to get my picture day outfit ruined. I said no, but you said yes. So of course you two were going to run even though I didn't want to. I guess I don't matter enough for you to actually give a shit about what I want. And I know that excuse Scarlett made about that being her "only time" to run was spurious. I know she was just trying to justify it and make it seem like you two weren't ignoring me. You've never really cared about me, have you?
I have tried so hard to be your friend and support you and love you, while you were over here telling me every day that you hate me. I never did anything to you. I know you've changed a lot since then, you're not as toxic anymore, but did you ever really love me? Maybe we were having the same problem.
I'm too off track now. I know I'm not your best friend, I don't even understand why I get so jealous. Aliyannah and Mia do it to me all the time. Sure, I get really upset, but this is the first time I've cried about it.
I have a problem. I'm too selfish. I get so jealous over the stupidest of things, like when someone else is being praised for their art. I just can't accept that I'm not the only person in this school who's good at art. Maybe it's because my parents always treated me like the best.
Anyway, I'm sorry, but please maybe listen to me sometimes.. I have no one who shares any interests with me. I really, really don't like the word "dilligaf."
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