I made a severe and continuous lapse in my judgement, and I don’t expect to be forgiven. I’m simply here to apologize.
What we came across in Electrical that day was obviously unplanned. The reactions you saw in chat were raw; they were unfiltered. None of us knew how to react or how to feel. I should have never reported the body. I should have put the megaphone down and done my tasks.
There's a lot of things I should have done differently but I didn't. And for that, from the bottom of my heart, I am sorry. I want to apologize to the lobby. I want to apologize to Innersloth. I want to apologize to Blue and his family.
For the players who are defending my actions, please don't. I don’t deserve to be defended. Like I said I made a huge mistake. I don’t expect to be forgiven, I’m just here to apologize. I'm ashamed of myself. I’m disappointed in myself. And I promise to be better. I will be better. Thank you.