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I’ᴍ ɢᴏɴɴᴀ ʀᴇᴍᴀɪɴ ᴀɴᴏɴʏᴍᴏᴜs ʜᴇʀᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ I’ʟʟ sʜᴀʀᴇ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴍᴇ & ᴀᴜᴛɪsᴍ. I’ᴍ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴍᴏsᴛ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜ- I ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜ YᴏᴜTᴜʙᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟᴀᴛᴇ ᴀᴛ ɴɪɢʜᴛ; I ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴘᴇᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴅᴏɢ I sᴇᴇ; I ᴅᴀʏᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ ʀᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ sᴄᴇɴᴀʀɪᴏs ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴋɴᴏᴡɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇʏ’ʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴ… Bᴜᴛ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴛʜɪɴɢ? I’ᴍ ᴀᴜᴛɪsᴛɪᴄ. I’ᴅ ɢʟᴏʙᴏᴘʜᴏʙɪᴀ ᴀs ᴀ ʏᴏᴜᴛʜ. I ᴄᴀɴ ʀᴇᴄᴀʟʟ ʀᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ ғᴀᴄᴛs ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʀᴇʟɪɢɪᴏᴜs sᴀɪɴᴛs ʙᴜᴛ ᴄᴀɴɴᴏᴛ ʀᴇᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ I ʜᴀᴅ ғᴏʀ ᴅɪɴɴᴇʀ. I ʟᴀᴜɢʜ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ sᴛᴏᴘᴘᴇᴅ. I’ᴍ ᴀ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀᴜᴛɪsᴛɪᴄ ᴅɪsᴏʀᴅᴇʀ. Iғ ʏᴏᴜ’ᴠᴇ ᴍᴇᴛ ᴏɴᴇ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀᴜᴛɪsᴍ, ʏᴏᴜ’ᴠᴇ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴍᴇᴛ ᴏɴᴇ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀᴜᴛɪsᴍ. Sᴏᴍᴇ ᴀᴜᴛɪsᴛɪᴄs ᴄᴀɴɴᴏᴛ sᴘᴇᴀᴋ ɪɴ ғᴜʟʟ sᴇɴᴛᴇɴᴄᴇs, ᴡʜɪʟsᴛ I ᴄᴀɴɴᴏᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴜᴘ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ I’ᴍ sᴀʏɪɴɢ. I ɢᴇᴛ ᴅɪsᴛʀᴀᴄᴛᴇᴅ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ɪғ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ’s ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴅɪsᴛʀᴀᴄᴛ ᴍᴇ. I ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪғ ᴀᴜᴛɪsᴍ ᴘʟᴀʏs ᴀ ʀᴏʟʟ ɪɴ ᴄᴏɴᴛʀɪʙᴜᴛɪɴɢ, ʙᴜᴛ I ᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴜɴɪɴᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟʟʏ ᴀɴɴᴏʏ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ. Sᴏᴍᴇ ᴀᴜᴛɪsᴛɪᴄs ᴍᴀʏ ‘sᴛɪᴍ’ ᴏʀ ᴛᴀʟᴋ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇᴍsᴇʟᴠᴇs ɪɴ sᴇʟғ ᴘᴀᴄɪғʏɪɴɢ ʙᴇʜᴀᴠɪᴏᴜʀs I ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ I ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ sʜᴏᴡ ᴘʜʏsɪᴄᴀʟʟʏ, sᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪᴛ ғʀᴏᴍ ɢʟᴀɴᴄɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴍᴇ sɪɴᴄᴇ I ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴅᴏ sᴛᴇʀᴇᴏᴛʏᴘɪᴄᴀʟ ʙᴇʜᴀᴠɪᴏᴜʀs. Bᴜᴛ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ғᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ‘ᴏʜ, ᴏᴋ, ɪᴛ ᴇxᴘʟᴀɪɴs ɪᴛ’ I ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʀᴜᴅᴇ ᴏʀ ɪɴsᴇɴsɪᴛɪᴠᴇ. Tʜᴀɴᴋs ғᴏʀ ʀᴇᴀᴅɪɴɢ! Aɴᴅ ɴᴏ, I ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀᴜᴛɪsᴛɪᴄ ᴄᴏᴜsɪɴ. I ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ sᴄᴏʀᴇs ғʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ɢᴀᴍᴇ ʟᴀsᴛ ɴɪɢʜᴛ. I’ᴍ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴍᴇ! Yᴏᴜ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ Bᴏᴏ