🍟🎀 /// entry #01. /// ✏🌈 ┆- parizeh
i wanna die, my mother just tells me i have everything in life, but something is missing, i cant figure out what it is. i just feel empty. like a part of me is missing, my world is hollow and sad, i dont feel loved. i feel unwanted. my view is dark and lonely. i feel so sad. all i can do is lie on my bed, be attached to my phone, go to school, and sleep. my mother doesnt give me a speck of privacy, she says “children have no privacy!” she goes through my phone while im blissfully asleep. im such a lowlife it makes me cry, i wish i could disappear, but all i can do is cling onto vee, yes, the character from dandys world. i know im pathetic, but that specific character is keeping me from going insane, i dont think i can survive in this cold and heartless world, while i cry onto a pillow and get attached to a cutesy style, that goes by the name of jojifuku. majority of the people call it cutecore. i dont like interacting in real life, i hate not being confident, im so stupid. i dont even know if i will actually make it to 18, i doubt that. i guess i’ll go on emojicombos.com and post uhh i dont know on it, i like this website, it reminds me of twitter. i should submit combo now, and why dont you just use the tag “parizehsotuff” to see my shitty diary? and notes i guess??? bye.
🍓🐹 /// ᴘᴀʏ ɢᴏʀɴ ɪs sᴏ ᴄᴜᴛᴇ /// 🍩🍮 ┆ -loser aka me