im scary, thats why she never wanted to act like herself around me. i mean, she should know that im not naive, and yes maybe her "true" actions, pure intentions are bad, and she knows id get mad. but whatever, its all gone now. whats done is done. its funny because 2 years ago she left me, i had no one and my life was already crumbling. now the opposites happening, i left her while she begged me to stay; what comes around goes around. now its my turn to be merciless. -anguish and despair, ezra