''a long time ago , like when i was 9 i had a group of friends. it was just me and these ither 2 girls ill call them grace and sophia. so me and them were best friends back in elementary school. they would always leave me out. especially sohpia she hated me a lot . a lot of the time we would be in fights because she would get mad at everything i do. but whenever grace would do the same thing it would be okay. this one time we were in like 4th grade and we did this multiplication table test. and it was weekly and we would get timed. i wasnt the best at it so the first i passed i went up to sophia to go tell her but she just ignored me and went to go hang out with grace. the thing is grace woukd always see how sophia treated me but never do anything about it. she would just act all everything is fine. but anyways i went up to my other friend and told her i passed and she gave me a really big hug and i nust felt so much better. i went to go sit down with sophia and grace after the test because we had free time and sophia was just being mean the entire time . another thing they would do is if i woukd cry about how they would treat me they would immediately apologize but the next day they would do it again. it got to the point i woukd just distance myself from everybody. and some people might say why did you just hang out with your other friend . well she was in a big friend group of girls but i constantly felt like i wouldnt fit in so in my mind it was either this “trio” or no one. my mental health went down hill from there and i was drained out from school. and it hurt the most when sophia woukd tell the other girls hiw she felt so keft out in our trio. basically lying to their faces. i woukd just keep quiet but it hurt deep inside that she had no idea what it actually felt like to be keft out'' hey, even though I'm just a random stranger in this website and feel like I shouldn't have a say in ur friendship but tbh with u, they are toxic!! and just try leaving that friendship group, that other friend u mentioned besides grace and Sophia, she's sounds caring and probably she cares for u a lot, also if ur in a dark place, try to practice some self-love, I want to u to love urself more, u shouldn't have feel like ur underserving of kind friends, probably Sophia is jealous or insecure of herself that's she always yell at u when u do something wrong, or probably she has something that's going on in her life but that doesn't excuse her behavior towards u also grace, probably the same thing about her, she not supposed to let Sophia talk to u like that and makes u feel worthless.. please leave them, u deserve loving people in ur life, and I want to know that 💌🫀<𝟑-`♡´- hope u update ur storyε(´｡•᎑•`)っ 💕