I never really thought much about my future, I feel like I'm in lala land 24/7 forgetting what my future holds, I feel like I'm stuck in 3-5 grades still. I still can’t get over all my old friends, I keep talking myself out of growing up, Nothing's wrong with me. I just don’t wanna grow up, When my friend asked about college I had no idea how to respond. We are growing up. I don’t wanna believe it, I wanna stay young and chat with friends. I don't wanna lose anyone else, I can't be in my 20’s or 30’s crying over my friends, I'm scared I don’t wanna go forward. I feel like I have to say goodbye to my childhood. (Which I never wanna say goodbye to.) I am debating on if I should show this to my friends. All my friends are progressing in life, (Getting jobs, relationships, ect.) While I just sit around in my house all day. I know we still have about 3 and a half years left but thats too short I wish I met everyone in elementary school, Anyways that's it.
Guys this is my real life problems, real vent, idk what to do anymore. (IM NOT DEPRESSED)