"is it normal to constantly think you're being listened
and watched through your phone and laptop? And then proceeding to
talk to "them" so much that you basically have to explain every single little thing
you're talking about and every song you're listening to? I know I'm paranoid but I can't it. Whenever a song from my playlist comes on, I feel like I have to PROVE I know the songs by heart, whenever I say something remotely awkward out loud in my own bedroom I have to explain why. I'VE NEVER POSTED MYSELF ON THE INTERNET, YET I FEEL LIKE THERE'S A CONSTANT LIVE AND ACTIVE AUDIENCE WATCHING MY EVERY MOVE, I CAN'T HANDLE THIS ANYMORE, I'VE BEEN DOING THIS FOR A LITTLE OVER 2 YEARS WHILE I'M JUST ALONE, WHAT IS LIFE??? ( ⁍᷄⍜⁍᷅ )"
UGH I HATE TO SAY IT BUT THIS HAPPENS TO ME 2, BUT LIKE, IT'S KINDA DIFFERENT! WHEN I'M IN MY ROOM THINKING OF SOMETHING WILD I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE SOMEONE'S READING MY MIND. EVEN IN SCHOOL! SO IT'S SO EMBARRASSING WHEN I'M THINKING OF SMTH WILD IN SCHOOL AND THEN I TURN AND SOMEONE'S STARING AT ME DEAD IN THE EYES. LIKE AHHHHHH!
BUT YOU? OVER 2 YEARS!?? DO U HAVE THERAPY? I THINK U SHOULD GET SOME EVEN IF U DON'T THINK IT'S THAT SERIOUS!
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