is it normal to constantly think you're being listened and watched through your phone and laptop? And then proceeding to talk to "them" so much that you basically have to explain every single little thing you're talking about and every song you're listening to? I know I'm paranoid but I can't it. Whenever a song from my playlist comes on, I feel like I have to PROVE I know the songs by heart, whenever I say something remotely awkward out loud in my own bedroom I have to explain why. I'VE NEVER POSTED MYSELF ON THE INTERNET, YET I FEEL LIKE THERE'S A CONSTANT LIVE AND ACTIVE AUDIENCE WATCHING MY EVERY MOVE, I CAN'T HANDLE THIS ANYMORE, I'VE BEEN DOING THIS FOR A LITTLE OVER 2 YEARS WHILE I'M JUST ALONE, WHAT IS LIFE??? ( ⁍᷄⍜⁍᷅ )