COUGHS CUTELY, TEA TIME <3 SO ERR I HAD THIS BESTIE NAME ALINA IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL WE WERE PRETTY CLOSE AND WE WANTED TO COUNTINE BEING BFFLS EVEN WHEN WE WENT TO MIDDLE SCHOOL. YEAH THAT CHANGED, SO IN 3RD GRADE WAS WHEN I REALIZED ALINA HAS OTHER FRIENDS SO I HADTO ACCEPT THAT, BUT THAT CAUSED AN ISSUE. I WAS A LITTLE TOO ACCEPTING, EVEN WHEN SHE ABANDED ME TO THE POINT IT MADE ME FEEL LONELY I NEVER SPOKE UP, SO U CAN IMAGINE 4TH GRADE WAS WORSE. SO ALINA GOT INTO THE UM BADDIE GROUP WHICH DIDNT SIT WITH ME RIGHT, EVERYDAY SHE GOT MORE DISTANT AND TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE WE ONLY HAD MATH CLASS TOGETHER! AND EVEN WHEN SHE HAD AN OPPURTINITY TO PLAY WITH ME, SHE NEVER DECIDED TO, INSTEAD SHE ALWAYS PLAYS WITH THEM MAKING ME FEEL LIKE WE WEREN'T BEST FRIENDS. BUT I ACCEPTED NOT BEING BEST FRIENDS ANYMORE WITH ALINA, AND THEN SHE JUST GOT OUT OF HAND. SHE SAID SOMETHING IM NOT GONNA SAY IT EXACT BUT SHE SAID SOMETHING STATING THAT SHE IS ONLY STILL PLAYING WITH ME SINCE I WAS FRIENDS WITH HER SINCE KINDERGARTEN, THATS HOW I MADE MY DECISION TO LOSE MY BEST FRIEND FOREVER. I DECIDED TO TELL HER THAT I WILL NO LONGER BE FRIENDS WITH HER TO SAVE MYSELF FROM HER TOXIC ENVIROMENT, CUZ SHE HAS MANY TIMES DUMPED HER FRIENDS AND I WANNA BE FIRST TO IT. <3 thanks for reading my vent!
