haha, im so sick of life i cant take this no more. whats the point when nobody loves me nor wants me here? im constantly in pain. I hope to be free soon, the constant thoughts of suicide, are really getting to me. im just barely 12, why is the world so cruel? i need to set myself free from this pain. im struggling terribly with life, its getting so bad. i wanna get up and do something but i cant get up. i dont wanna sit and drown in this pain. i cant escape this endless suffering, i want someone, something to put me out of this pain. i dont think ill make it past my birthday. - z