I REALLY NEED ADVICE. I DON'T CARE IF YOU'RE A STRANGER; PLEASE HELP ME OUT. THIS IS A SITUATION THAT'S DESTROYING ME, AND I CAN'T EVEN BELIEVE IT'S HAPPENING.
MY FRIEND, RR (LET'S CALL HER JULIE), AND I HAVE BEEN BEST FRIENDS FOR YEARS. OUR FAMILIES ARE SO CLOSEโIT'S LIKE I'M A PART OF THEIR FAMILY. I KNOW SHEโS BEAUTIFULโBLONDE, SEXY, EVERYONE NOTICES HER. I GET IT. SHEโS ALWAYS HAD THIS ABILITY TO MAKE GUYS FALL FOR HER, AND SHEโS BEEN CHEATING SINCE SHE WAS 15. HER FIRST BOYFRIEND? SHE CHEATED ON HIM THREE TIMES. THREE TIMES, AND HE STILL FORGAVE HER. I DONโT EVEN KNOW HOW HE DID THAT. AFTER THREE MONTHS, THEY BROKE UP, BUT THAT'S JUST HOW SHE IS. SHE CHEATS ON EVERY GUY SHE DATES. EVERY. SINGLE. ONE.
SHE'S BEEN THROUGH COUNTLESS BOYFRIENDS, AND IโVE WATCHED HER DESTROY EVERY SINGLE ONE. BUT WEโVE ALWAYS BEEN CLOSE, AND IโVE ALWAYS TRIED TO STICK BY HERโEVEN IF SHEโS DONE SOME SHADY THINGS.
SO, FAST FORWARD. TODAY, JULIE AND I BOTH TURNED 20, AND I GOT MY FIRST BOYFRIEND. I HAD THIS GUT FEELING THAT HE MIGHT CHEAT ON MEโBUT I NEVER EXPECTED THIS. I NEVER EXPECTED HIM TO CHEAT ON ME WITH MY BEST FRIEND. I WALKED INTO MY HOUSE AND WHAT DID I SEE? MY BOYFRIEND AND JULIEโKISSING. KISSING SO HARD, SO PASSIONATELY. THEY WERE ALL OVER EACH OTHER, AND I COULDNโT BELIEVE MY EYES. IT WASNโT JUST A KISS. IT WAS LIKE THEY WERE FREAKING IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER. AND THEN... THEY WERE NAKED. YES, NAKED. ON MY COUCH, IN MY LIVING ROOM, IN MY HOUSE. I COULDN'T MOVE. I JUST STOOD THERE, WATCHING THEM GO AT IT LIKE IT WAS NORMAL. I COULD FEEL MY HEART SHATTER IN MY CHEST. I DIDNโT KNOW IF I WANTED TO SCREAM, CRY, OR JUST RUN AWAY.
THE SHOCK WAS TOO MUCH. I FELT LIKE MY WHOLE LIFE CAME CRASHING DOWN IN THAT MOMENT. HOW COULD THEY DO THIS TO ME? HOW COULD MY BEST FRIEND AND MY BOYFRIEND BE DOING... THAT... IN MY OWN HOME? I CAN'T EVEN PROCESS IT. IT FEELS LIKE A NIGHTMARE I CANโT WAKE UP FROM.
I DONโT KNOW WHAT TO DO. IโM FURIOUS. IโM HEARTBROKEN. AND IโM SO LOST RIGHT NOW. HER PARENTS TREAT ME LIKE FAMILY, AND I DONโT WANT TO CAUSE DRAMA, BUT THE PAIN... THE BETRAYAL... ITโS TOO MUCH TO HANDLE. I DONโT KNOW IF I WANT REVENGE OR IF I JUST WANT TO WALK AWAY AND NEVER LOOK BACK. BUT WHAT THEY DIDโITโS UNFORGIVABLE. I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHAT TO DO.