I miss him. I miss him so fucking much.
Matthias, was that really what you wanted to be called?
You made me feel like you were unsure of what you were,
and what you wanted to be.
I didn't leave voluntarily, I wouldn't have ever.
I miss him. I'm so fucking jealous when I imagine him with another.
So fucking jealous, but where is this coming from? We aren't
even together. Not anymore. Not that I know of.
Why am I like this? Why am I dwelling over someone in a whole
other country.
I want to make it work with Jocelyn, I really like her company and I
enjoy her entirely. But I'm not over Matthias.
Wtf am I talking about, Lmao.